Flying to Sri Lanka

After a busy 2-3 weeks, have finished my "exercise"...and no time to breathe again, will be heading to Sri Lanka (yea, of all places, and news that LTTE has finally been cleared...talk about timing) shortly today for presentation to "sell" my centre.

Having the unsettled feeling again. It's like always when I need to go overseas that I feel like I am leaving my family, throwing them behind. And now, as usual, am leaving it to the good hands of dar, only that as usual, she is plaqued by tons of work, with her AS and having to organise her F1 seminar by next Fri and running the kids programme. Like she says, life is unfair....to her.

I guess in a certain sense, I'd really wish that I can work harder, so that she can really stay home and be a tai tai...(well of course she wont stay home the whole day). Then at least she can be happy doing things she want.

Talking about family, I was really rather upset and disappointed that Claire didnt do too well in the recent exams, especially her Science. I guess for me, it's like she has well-educated parents (and I am a triple science student), what went wrong. We are really trying hard to make her become more self-motivated, to take more ownership. Wondering how we can do this better.

So it is with these extra thoughts that I am leaving.....