Loneliness

As i was driving today after dropping off the kids and buying stuff for my wife, the loneliness attack struck. Well, it has been like this...esp when I am driving alone and 933's love songs are on air. It's like I've lost a part of me, and nothing seems to interest me. I mean work is work, and for me, Work is never THE thing. Call me bo chap or chai, but even when I am doing things I am interested, I am like that.

If i feel lost, I bet my wife would be even more so. At least I have the kids with me to occupy me. It's strange sometimes, when she is around, its like there is hardly time, after deducting it for work, kids, her (and shopping) etc.. But now, I find I do have time, which is why I can put in like 1 golf practise a week. But it's an undescribeable feeling. I may have time, but there is no interest. Guess that's what it means by "absence makes the heart grow fonder".

I'm waiting for her return. Also worried about No.4. Just hope that everything will be alright.