Roller coaster

Just last week, it was traumatic as to the decision to be made. WE cried over it and at the end of the weekend, we had no resolution. Imagine when the decision was made to keep. I supposed it was a relief in a sense, since we were both in higher spirits and could eat and sleep well...until this week. Imagine that there is now a realisation that the tough phase will be coming and she will be all alone. I can see how she will be suffering and to study and cope in a faraway place no less. It really takes courage and faith. I dont know, and there is nothing I can do....And the winter is going to be trying to say the least, with the physical impairment.

Watching her and sensing her helplessness. I know the doubts are going to come soon. How? Maybe I should be selfish and tell her not to...I wonder how the next week will be.